Five months

Five months without my daughter.
Five months of missing her.
Five months of wondering how different my life would be if she was here with me.
Five months of wondering why she had to go so soon.
Five months of sadness.
Five months of anger.
Five months of jealousy.
Five months of frustration.
Five months of others wondering if I've "moved on" or if I'm "okay".

Five long months of so many feelings, mostly feelings of missing Alexandra. I miss you little girl. Happy five months sweetie. I wish you were here and I wish I would be having your five-month pictures taken here with you so I could give them out to everyone and brag about how cute you are. I hope you're happy with all your friends. You are loved so very much and we think of you every day!